Life's A Bitch

2005-08-31T14:04:00.000+08:00

To all people who is reading this right now:
This will be my last entry. Will not be blogging anymore. Need not visit this blog again.

2005-08-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

spent the last few daes with darling.. sooo happy.. wahahaa.. =p he surely does brighten up my daes.. =D anyway he had to book in tonight.. but at least he can come out dis saturdae... lol.
todae is national dae.. happy birthdae singapore..!

+last yr at dis same time+

2005-08-01T18:04:00.000+08:00

like sux without u around...... need u alot. wish u were here wif me now.... i noe u would support me even if the whole world doesnt.. u r the only person tat will alwayz b there 4 me when i need u and u will realli listen to how i feel n truly care for me.... u r the only one tat will accept me 4 hu i am.. my temper, my character, my flaws. everything...

i will be waiting till the day u'll be back.

dear i miss you.

2005-07-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

todae end the day feeling quite happy.... cuz i got a surprise~!! heex.. met up wif dear todae~! he was actualli granted off like 3-4hrs come out go his sch take certificate cuz he graduate le den go back camp de.. but he sneak come meet me..... so happy~ lolx.. was quite shocked when saw him.. look so different.. in his uniform and everything.. couldnt recognise him from far.. i tot is other ppl.. michelle oso couldnt recognise him.. lolx.. den take e chance to take some pics. uploaded it. =D i noe everyone sure curious to noe how he looks like botak! but i gu yi dunwan post.. let u all xin yang yang! LOL. =D

2005-07-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

trying his cap on..~ =p

2005-07-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

the year's best compatible couple award =)

2005-07-18T19:04:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder y have a blog 4 wad.. since u cant write out how u realli feel... and ppl take ur problems as a gossip topic... i dun even feel like saeing.. haiz.. xin shi shui ren zhi.......................?

2005-07-16T11:41:00.000+08:00

.: 1 yr 10 mth anniversary :. couldnt spend it wif u this month..... i shall wait 4 our next month... miss u lots...

2005-07-09T11:07:00.000+08:00

-=[The Test Of Being Apart]=-

haiz... dear went NS yesterdae liao.... todae is onli the second dae u r away yet i think im going crazy... miss u like siao..... so not used to it... life sux without u... i cant wait 4 the day u'll be back... =(

2005-06-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

hmm.. todae ziying din c0me sch. sick. wish her speedy recovery. den todae crapped alot wif cheryl.. during recess we did something "shameful" and not a "good" thing according to cheryl... LOL. i feel sinful. hahhahahha. but dun care. oh no, me n cheryl becoming aunties at such a young age. =x hahhaa. during history todae, miss singh kept on talking other thing instead of teaching..... den she sae alot. n i oso reflect alot. i think wad she sae quite makes sense. like motivational speech? lol.. and she also discussed about the hitler thing... eng class mrs oehlers oso tok bout hitler.. sian. worship me better la. den ah.. todae's assembly is one of the suckiest ever. dun even noe wad is it about. =/ den going home tat time ar.. walked down wif dear, cheryl n cuimin. at last 88 come cuimin cant take. lol.. cuz enming suddenly call her ask her wait 4 him. den she can onli yan zheng zheng see us take 88 go.. LOL. den another thing is cheryl missed her stop!! HAHAHHAA.. not i hai one lor.. she yuan wang me.. i onli passed her the pizza hut the thing to see see wad.. den she see until so ru shen. orhbi quek. =x end up she mus take the oppsite bus route back..wahhahah. my dear n i jus cant stop laughing. =x im soooooooooooooo "SORRY" cheryl...... =D

2005-06-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

todae is the first dae of sch reopen.. first day only like so suay liddat.. firstly, reach sch go up classroom onli got cheryl.. so tok tok abit den went to toilet.. took mi tie along.. ask her help me tie.. she ah dunno noe how to tie one anot.. tie until out of shape.. tie one stupid tie tie so long.. at last stuck in toilet until prefects come chase us down.. at last late so sat at the slope. =/ ahhaha.. stupid cheryl! =x but i will learn to tie my tie myself one dae. =) den time table changed.. the new timetable sucked. the whole dae passed by quite quickly..... feeling slpy the whole dae. den after sch went hm wif cheryl n dear. n while walking down to the bakery there den i suddenly had a nose bleed. scare the shit out of me. so much blood. although i alwayz haf nose bleeds but dis time de alot alot keep oozing out cannot stop. scary~~~~ make until mi uniform all got blood. i look like a murderer........ wahahhaha. if dear wasnt there i wun noe wad to do. think i will stand there and bleed to death. cheryl there too.. but i think she oso abit shocked. haha.. den dear took care of me until i ok~ im soooooo lucky to haf a bf like him. =D haiz but next week going NS liao.... sooooooo fast. gonna miss u to death.

2005-06-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

wow.. so long din update blog liao.. dis few daez was quite busy.. goin out crapping wif frens etc. the sentosa trip was mi favourite. had lotsa fun.. wif xy,diana,wl,zy,michelle and mi dear.. =D took lotsa foto.. but unfortunately mi camera broke down halfway.. so spoil mood. anyway still got the pics... den after we bath and everything we went to the hawker centre over there tat sell alot of nice food.. we ate alot.. cuz we all v hungry.. hope nx time got chance go sentosa wif them again. they r lots of fun. =)

den jus yesterdae went out wif cheryl to dental appointment... stupid MT was late lor... =x no la actuall is i late.. i scared later she kill me if she see this. im not late, is she early. lol. went to eat mac breakfast.. she hai me give the dental scold.. cuz i eat liao the food all stuck in my teeth. den the dentist sae me... all cheryl's fault. den after she was supposed to meet huiz and i tagged along.. went to watch ghost train. the rest of the events were real funny. i think sae liao later make cheryl paiseh so i better not sae... ghost train was not bad actualli. lols. quite scary. oh ya.. den tomoro alot of them goin watch initial D... think im nt goin cuz too many ppl r goin n nt very close wif them. i shall go watch wif dear on fri i guess. shun bian go sing kbox? =p haha.. haiz.. sch startin v soon.... =(

2005-06-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

haiz.. dis whole holidaes keep going out.. actualli plan to study de.. but at last still never... another 1 more week holidae gonna end le n i not studied anything. haiz.. went out to lots of places.. din haf time to blog.. been going out lately wif meiping alot... lols. we both siao when we go out. todae went kbox... first time i sing kbox sing until so NJ. maybe cuz the air con in the room too cold liao. den when we come out of the room. we sae "defrooze". lol. onli she and me understand dis i think. den went to the usual 600@tpy play pool..... dunno y alwayz go there. met up wif diana xueyun they all. den all the usual.. blah blah blah. lazy blog le... nx time free den blog again...

2005-06-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmm wad shud i sae.. extra lessons for holidaes end liao.. now is realli holidae liao.... =) yesterdae is last dae of extra lesson.. went to Jack's Place wif huihui,cheryl and kh dear..... ate lunch there. waited quite a long time cuz its quite busy over there.. den spotted dis look like Ji Xuan de waiter.. haha.. den huihui sae tat time she come oso saw dis waiter.. said he looked quite cute...... but he v xialan to kh... den he oso gu yi dunwan to keep cheryl's plate.. keep huihui 1 but nv hers.. make cheryl so angry... lol.. but damn funny.. den the stupid manager even more xialan... name dunno called wad Too Teng Tong or wadeva la.. we kept trying to bio his name tag for a few times.. still not successful. den kh dear "accidentally" spilled the cup of water.. den we gu yi request the manager come clean 4 us.. i think he very buay song... i think he hope we can faster eat finish den get out of the restaurant.. den we write the complain thing against him.. after we pae the bill we jus put in between the reciept 4 them to c.. hope they fan xing fan xing.... =p

2005-05-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................... m i crazy or wad? y m i still feeling dis way? my whole state of mind is unstable recently... cant even concentrate on doin anything.. i noe tt i go home sure wun study.. so decided to go to gretz house wif zy.. her hse condo ma den went to the study room over there. cooling n quiet. nice study environment. i should have used dis chance to study properly yet mi mind is wandering dunno to where.. jus cant put mi full concentration on it. but i noe tat i did more than wad i do here rather den at hm. thank goodness still gt zy n gretz pei me.... or else i wouldnt even have survive. y m i liddat... is it only me? but zy feels the same way. irritable easily n somehow sad. anyway when it was break time i n zy went to take a walk.. n went to the pool lying on one of the chairs looking at ppl swim.. so relaxing. feel like swimming too. heard frm zy tat diana they all tmr coming here swim oso. feel like joining them soooooo much but .. i dunno if i have the time.... haiz.....

to my dear [ or any other ppl i offended ], im sorry if i ever hurt u in any way wif mi harsh words.. hope u understand tat mi mood nowadays is nt very good.... anyway din mean to sae those things.. jus came flowing out frm mi mouth without control. din mean to take it out on u. i dunno wad has come over me. acting like im possessed. mayb i need to c a phychiatrist soon......

i'm the world's most stupid fool. foolish me....living in misery everydae. can anyone save me....

2005-05-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

mi mood is like roller coaster... going up n going down...... haiz..... dis sucks.

2005-05-19T14:22:00.000+08:00

y the hell is today so sucky? my mood has been like very down 4 the whole dae.. not only me but zy feels the same way.. first thing is about her brk up.. 2nd exams... im also really stressed up recently.. easily irritated and lose my temper.. even though the exams r over.. but im still disappointed wif mi results.. ppl do have expectations sometimes and when they dun meet it they will be dissappointed wif themselves.. is having expectations of myself wrong? does it mean tat i score better den the rest of my classmates means i must be so happy and tat i should not even expect more? i studied hard but the results came back not as i expected... feel tat i let down so many ppl.. myself,my tuition teacher,my parents,my sister,kaihoe.... my parents have high expectations of me as im the only remaining 1 tat can make them feel proud..... i of cuz wan to make them happy.. i realli studied very hard.. sum subjects i did better den the rest.. and tat is when they started to "shoot" me.. saeing things like "u watch out im going to score better den u" or "u so clever still study 4 wad" "now results gd but o level u sure fail" these kind of sacarstic remarks.. initially i was ok.. i jus treat it as they r joking n tried not to care too much..... but eventually they realli got overboard.. to the extent of wanting me fail in my o levels... i gt so irritated tat tears of frustration jus welled up in my eyes... and this particular person i dun even noe if i can consider her as a fren.. she even think im attracting attention to myself..! pls la.... y the hell will i wan to do tat? as i got nothing better to do.. i have so many other more important things on my mind lor... u wan all the guys attention u take la.. i dun give a fucking damn about tat ok? its a fact tat those comments really affected me alot.. is it a crime to do well? mus i even get despised by my own frens for scoring well? i really dun understand them..... after tat jus decided to put it behind me but later even my own partner dun understand me.. ur comments were really hurting.. yes mayb i did take it out on you n got angry wif u 4 no reason.. but it becuz i really feeling stressed up n jus wan to be left alone.. instead of understanding u became angry wif me. wad the fuck. so since u dun wish to sit wif me i jus move to the back. and caused another person to be buay song. wad the hell u all wan from me? do wad oso wrong...... my life is realli fucked up... i study so hard 4 wad? to get despised by ppl?
y the hell im so worked up todae....... im really really stressed up i guess........... haiz.. jus needed to sae out how i feel or i will feel worse.. said out now. felt better. going to take a long nap now n 4get about everything........

2005-04-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

mark is a drunkard. argh.. tmr speech day.... i dunwan go.. if can i sure ask someone else replace me de.. haiz anyway both of mi parents cannot come tmr.. mi darling coming.. =) anyway skipped the physical fitness test todae.. tot i will b the only one at last so many oso din go.. cuz last yr im the onli one hu din go.. haha.... so sian.... nth 2 blog about le.. =p

2005-04-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

tired like siao. firstly, wan to wish a Happy Birthday to my Kaihoe Darling!! after school on fri straightaway went home took my things and went to pasir ris downtown east chalet with dear.. we check in the chalet liao den waited for the rest to come.. while waiting went to take a bath and nap first. lol.. after they come le den we started the fire for bbq.. dear n his frens all helping while im slacking inside the aircon room.. lala.. i wanted to watch the last episode of the "huo xia qu" ma.. dear brought food up for me eat.. so sweet of him.. anyway later around 12 we went to cut the cake... den took alot photos too.. his frens still wan me kiss him on the spot.. of coz didnt.. so paiseh lol. =p anyway after cutting cake some of them left... den we went back to the room and we bo liao nth to do so we played some games.. got play all kind of card games all kind of other games.... den of cuz got forfeits... the forfeit they ownself create 1... loser must drink a cup of rose syrup+milo powder mixed with tap water from the toilet+ other disgusting things.... i drank about 3 or 4 cups of tat shit.. drink until i so full.... lol. dear keep on wan help me drink but he ownself oso drank alot.. last cup i bth drink until i nearly vomit so i let dear drink for me.. hahhaa... den later we play until around 3am++ we got bored and decided to go for a midnight movie at cineleisure.... went there in his fren's car.. when we at the security there keep looking cuz we in 1 big group den some smoke so look like "bu liang shao nian" haha. anyway we watched "be cool".. so many of us were so tired we slept in the cinema.. early noe dun waste money watch.. somemore the movie like shit not nice to watch one.. but maybe is too tired den cant concentrate watch la.. 10 mins after movie start i dozing off liao.... his fren even snore lor. lol. den the few guys sitting in front of us keep laughing.. siao one.. the movie so funny meh.. i think it was ultimately boring. finally the movie over le and it was around 6am++.. dear n i wanted the catch the sunrise de but was realli too tired... reach the chalet onli everyone jus jump on to the bed n sleep. din even change clothes or brush teeth... really tired. slept till around 1pm den i was awakened by the stupid ppl in escape screaming their heads off.... i wanted to sleep so badly. lol. at last since i cant slp, i decided to wake dear up.. dun let him slp. den he wake his frens up. but we still got "lai chuang".... after tat we got changed and went to Wild Wild Wet.. damn fun... the rides there nt bad. at least better than jurong de la.... the slide up was the most exciting.. i scared until i scream so loud.. but was paiseh after tt.. dun care la realli scary wad.. even some guys who sat for tat also scream like siao..... i got sunburned so badly.. din bring mi sunblock.... =( i was fairer than the rest tatz y mi burn more jialat than the rest.. whole skin all red and raw.... painful like shit. den is bbq for lunch again. lol... but his frens realli nt bad lor.. they marinate the chicken wing is the best i ever eaten b4.. better than other ppl chalet one.... cuz their fire big enough.. i love their chicken chop oso.. their prawns and their bbq fish.. best. din noe dear so li hai. haha. jiawei oso another 1.. too bad meiping was not free.. din get to taste his cooking. so freaking nice... anyway for the rest of the afternoon i was so tired tat i wore mi swimming costume to sleep. so tired. anyway the costume is alreadi dry cuz i was downstair bbqing in the sun... haha.. den slept till evening some of his frens came... wanted to stay for one more night but sunday i have to go "sao mu" at 7am.. so early lor.... =/ so bo bian came home.. dear sent me home liao den went back chalet again.. anyway he will check out on monday morning... hope he enjoys himself.. =)

anyway dear recieve his army letter le.. he will be booking in around july... haiz.. im gonna miss him to death.. first 2-3 weeks somemore cannot come out at all.. ='( how am i going to live thru tat? i oso dunno.... haiz.. but i believe we can overcome this test.. all his frens told him sae tat when guys go in NS, all their gf will run away one.. but im gonna prove to them that our relationship is much stronger den tat..

2005-04-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. boring. long time no blog. been so busy lately. i oso dunno wad i busy wif. lol. anyway dear's bdae coming soon.. dunno wad to get him.. any ideas? =) den his bdae is jus 1dae b4 our 19mth anniversary. can celebrate 2gether.. =D anyway guyz ran 2.4 todae.. galz nx mon den run. -__- haix. sch was quite boring todae.... well nvm cuz i get to meet dear 2dae.. at least nt so bored after tat.. anyway mid yr coming cannot keep on onli think of play play play... dun wan to disappoint mi parents oso.. haiz.. anyway jus went to vent mi frustrations on someone i hate. its a gd way... entertaining too. but too bad onli a few ppl can noe. hope everyone noez all about his disgusting thing. hahhaa..

2005-03-26T16:37:00.000+08:00

so many things to blog so little time to blog. thursday after sch.. on my way home wif kaihoe on the bus tat time.. a group on indian guys from whitley sec came up to the upper deck. and one of the bastards took out a cigarette. i thought he jus take out act seh wun dare to light up. so i was thinking if he light up he die. den he really did. and the whole bus stank like fuck.. kaihoe got so worked up tat he jus went down to the bus driver and asked him to go up ans stop the indian boys. so the bus driver jus stopped at j8 and went up to stop them. of cuz i cant stand the smell and we went down to the lower deck and sit. anyway they deserved it. the bus is an enclosed space lor.. throw whitley's face..

yesterdae went to eat swensens.. it was a treat.. lols.. thanks kevin. haha. actualli wanted to eat sakae sushi but not available.. zy,alex,ya,zh they all also went... haiz life so bored nowadaes.. anyway.. teacher wan to change seating plan..... totally disagree wif the new seating plan.. its so inapproriate. dunno wad miss singh is thinking......

2005-03-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

yay..... school holidaes are here. finally can relax n slack abit.

2005-03-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

really feeling dowm. todae sucks. firstly, im so glad to be home. first reason-to be safe frm tat bloody pervertic. second reason-shut myself away from people n get some time alone to think. dunno wad the hell is wrong will me 2dae. supposed to feel happy cuz itz my bez fren's bdae. but instead,i feel like shit. cannot be pms cuz jus over onli.... whole dae in sch todae was not happy at all do anything oso cant concentrate.. mood was made even worse by a comment made by someone in the class.. was realli the limit for me liao.. already acted happy for the whole dae.. haiz.. din join them after sch 2 celebrate zy's bdae also. jus realli realli dun have the mood. dunwan go there be a spoilsport. anyway they bought a cake for zy.. so sweet of them.. after sch i jus wanna take aeroplane n fly back home.. i din even take my lunch.. den the stupid incident happened. which is the firz reason y im glad to be home.. i got down frm the bus n was walking home.. den i cross the road and i saw dis guy who is crossing in the opposite direction as me.. he kept staring at me.. den at firz i din think so much but after tat when no car liao i started to cross but dis asshole didnt and he changed his direction to the same as mine.. i abit panick and walk faster... he oso walk faster behind me.. later i got the shock of my life when he grabbed my arm....... he sae in a damn disgusting voice.. "xiao jie..... ke yi gen ni zuo peng you ma......?" i alreadi very xing qing bu hao liao he still come n irritate me.... i shaked off his damn hand and shouted no..... after tat he still dun give up keep putting out his hand for me to shake.. as if i realli his fren liddat.. siao. i wish i got a parang knife at that time so i can use it to chop off his hand.. told him so many times liao no no no.....but he still follow me... i pretend walk to hawker centre sit down wan to eat.. but he sit behind me n wait.. i waited 4 about 10 mins den i stand up n walked off.. he still follow! at tat time he realli scared the shit out of me.. but i of cuz din let him c tat and continue act brave.. den later realli cannot liao.. i was going to reach my hse downstair liao he still following me.. later he go up the lift together wif me how? den i die. so i pretend take out my hp n dial some numbers in.. den sae loud loud "HELLO!!! Daddy ah.... U reach alreadi huh.. ya i on my way to meet u now u wait 4 me ar...." of cuz they sure scared when u sae u meeting ur father one ma.. den my plan worked.. he jus stopped following me.. thank god.. i ran home after tat. lolx. tatz v lame of me....... but anyway im jus glad to be home.. jus wish tat 2moro will be a better dae for me.......

2005-03-01T15:41:00.000+08:00

so long din blog liao.. din have time.... anyway oso nth nice to blog..... nth much happened recently.... only noe tat sch keep on got tests... ex whitleyans came back to take their results yesterdae.. sch ask us go c... din find it nice to c... =/ must wait for cuimin, so might as well go look look. wish i can be top student next year. can get hug frm principal wad. hahahha. im so lame. zzz. oh ya. alex scalded his lips 2dae. hahahahah.. he drink from staffroom.. he tot cold water..... den turn out to be hot water. now he gt lips as thick as sausage. LOL. so funny. tomoro sch half dae. thanks to those who scored well. dun feel like going sch tmr. cuimin oso. but i noe my dear is going to scold me. i dunwan to hear his nagging so i betta go.. hahaha.. boring..... march holidaes coming.. i look forward to it .... nth more to write liao.. will come back to blog again if i have smth to write....

2005-02-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

yay.... valentine's dae coming... woohooo.... =D

2005-02-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

haix.. y do sad things keep happening.. lots of sad things happened..

2005-02-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

now in sch library blogging.. hahax.. blog at the same time lor.. anyway go home also not free to blog le.. later got C.I.P at 4pm.. now together wif cheryl... later come my house eat lunch.. i cook!! =D hmm.. wonder how the C.I.P will be like.. dunno fun anot..

so much things happening lately... dis week pass by so fast.. next week chi new yr le... haix... dun feel happy though. dunno y.. Zzz... =/ changed my song to S.H.E's "bie shuo dui bu qi"... think tat song very nice..... very emotional person hor... haiz.. the prob still not solved yet.... anyway, dun think i can confide my probs to anyone.. all dun understand... dun understand how i feel n think..... onli offer the standard advice tat i heard so many times n understand also... saying is easier den doing.. but i dun blame them for not understanding.. itz very hard for them to put themselves in my shoes.... but im quite sure the prob will go away soon... haiz duno wad to write le...

2005-02-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

haiz.... just thinking about wad zy said to me 2dae.. m i really going to the extreme.......? hope tat by not seeing the prob,the prob will be slowly go away by itself.. haiz.. so naive of me......

2005-01-25T17:38:00.000+08:00

guys...

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zy n david

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me n moses

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sung hoon,john n andrew

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zy,wan li,michelle,cheryl

2005-01-25T17:31:00.000+08:00

4e4'05 [fun shot]

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4e4'05

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blowing out the candles~

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cute trio

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playing around wif the napkin lolx.

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the 4 of us......

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me & Moses

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zy & david

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alex n andrew trying to act eyes big.

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making a wish...............

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me n my birthday cake!

2005-01-25T16:37:00.000+08:00

so pek chek.. yesterdae wanted to blog the things all erased. abit lazy 2 sae again. but nvm....overall it was a gd dae 4 me yesterdae.. esp the social etiquette course. lols. so fun! we went 4 the theory thing first.. 3 hrs lor.. so long. but luckily gt cheryl n ziying there 4 me to disturb. lols. i at there v sian.. den i tot of playing a prank on cheryl. i asked her 2 sae the name "Regina" loud loud. den she call le.. but too soft. so i ask her call again, call full name dis time. den cheryl shout "REGINA TAY"! den the instructor look over...!! LOLZ. actualli i ask her 2 call is bcuz i wanted 2 noe if the instructor's name was called Regina. den now i noe confirm is liao. hahha...... cheryl was so paiseh.... =p
den after tat finally endured finish the 3 hrs... me,zy,david n moses sat a taxi to go to the Amk Jack's Place. reach le den we jus paired up n went in together... haha the pulling chair part so funny. so afraid tat i will fall to my death. but never, lucky. instructor still commended them 4 being gentleman. anyway moses was a perfect gentleman throughout. same 4 david to ziying. we sat at the same table.... den we jus chit chatted n laugh here laugh there.... really enjoyed the dinner throughout..... after tat.. i wanted to go to the toilet.. so asked zy pei me go.. den when i came out from the toilet.. realised that there's a surprise out there.... so shocked. everyone crowded around a table den zy n cheryl started pull me go over there.. saw a birthdae cake wif candles.... den the class started to sing the birthdae song together wif the music from Jack's Place. i so gan dong until i nearly wan to cry sia.... so sweet of them. they shared money to buy the cake... den took lots of pics too.. updating soon..... =)
after tat.. we wanted to take a class picture..... so we went outside Jack's Place n took a class photo..!! very got class spirit the feeling..... lurve it. posting all the pics up soon..... 4e4'05 rox. =D

2005-01-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

2dae think gt mood swing.. about recess tt time suddenly feel v down.. dunno y... den we were all tired frm studying so david decide to sae smth funny entertain us.... its so funny i laugh until my tears oso wan come out.. but itz super gross.. so cant sae.. =/ after tat instantly my mood became better.. =)

"why is this so?"

2005-01-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

3rd dae of sch. dunno wad 2 sae leh.. its o-k. haha.

2004-12-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

wooo hooo...... so long din blog le.. im lazy to type... so lets jus let the pictures do the talking.... =D

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posing 4 fun

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on the way back from east coast park

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both 0f us.

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not happy ar

2004-12-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

nice tunnel?

2004-12-30T15:35:00.000+08:00

posing. lol.

2004-12-30T15:34:00.001+08:00

on the way homeeeeeeee

2004-12-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

fatimah the maid.

2004-12-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

jus finished swimmin at safra

2004-12-30T15:30:00.001+08:00

sebestian.. [melissa's bro] hao ke ai.

2004-12-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

christmas dae.. =D

2004-12-30T15:27:00.001+08:00

yay christmas le!

2004-12-30T15:27:00.000+08:00

diao-ing each other. buay song.

2004-12-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

countin down to christmas........

2004-12-30T15:25:00.000+08:00

havin a bite.. yummy!

2004-12-30T15:23:00.000+08:00

log cake promoter.

2004-12-30T15:22:00.000+08:00

log cake from bengawan solo

2004-12-30T15:20:00.001+08:00

my dear cutting the log cake

2004-12-30T15:20:00.000+08:00

mE cutting the log cake

2004-12-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

our feet.. again.

2004-12-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

our feet.

2004-12-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

cute rite i noe la haha

2004-12-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

mE n mei ping big head de photo

2004-12-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

leg advertistment 4 adidas

2004-12-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

meiping wan me post dis...... =/

2004-12-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

nice scenery!!

2004-12-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

yoooo..... went out wif mei ping 2dae!! jus reached home... play until v tired ar. lols..... firstly, we went back sch.. cuz i have to get something from zy.. my bdae present from alex.. he pass to zy den zy pass 2 me.. he bought a roxy pencil case 4 me.... sooooooooooooo nice i lurve it.......... thanks..... den after tt we went "hawkerKWAY" to eat... ate the fried bee hoon... after tt, we took bus to bishan interchange n change bus to 56.. headed 4 esplanade.... i v dumb dumb shud have took 162 instead. =/ den the stupid 56 stopped at the wadeva place make me n mei ping so blur n lost.. hahhaa... we went esplanade walk walk n took sum picz.. went 2 the library there 2 have a look too... sooooo nice the scenery.. but den got 1 couple at there treat the place as a park leh.. at there very qing re.... den me n mp purposely go disturb them.. mei xiang dao... they nt paiseh at all lor.. so thick skinned de.... den after tat play until sian liao we go walk walk other place n found a very comfy sofa sit there 2 tok tok.... lols.... actualli wanted to go suntec/bugis walk walk since itz near the esplanade but later too lazy to go... sofa too comfy liao.. den air con cold cold.. somemore got music listen.. can fall asleep anytime.. lols. so we jus lazed around whole dae.. hahha.. oh ya we exchanged christmas presents too.. she gt me a cute mug.... =) haha ok blog till here first... tomoro christmas eve le..!! yay...................................

2004-12-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

can u please be honest wif me? stop hiding things from me. its very hurting.

2004-12-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo.. 2dae went out wif kaihoe dear n his younger bro.... his bro look like him when he is young.. tat kind of short short toot toot boy.... hahha.. den very paiseh.. his bro called me "da sao".. haha.. sure is tat low kaihoe teach one! hao teach bu teach teach dis kind of wrong things to him... he still young ma.. haha.. den cuz we got a pair of free movie tickets to the incredibles so we juz go watch lor.. bu watch bai bu watch.. lolx. anyway his bro lurved tat show.. n of cuz dear as usual,like a childish pig,oso laugh until damn loud. but nvm la.. i dun care wad others think oso..... although we din do much 2dae i still enjoyed myself alot hahahahha........

2004-12-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

so tired.. jus had a nap n woke up. went out wif zy 2dae... i met her at the wrong place.... we waited 4 each other 4 nearly half n hour until i realised im at the wrong place... -______-" i have no way of contacting her ma cuz she no hp... until she finally called me using other ppl hp n ask me y she nv c me.. i sae "ZIYING!!!! i at escalator there y nv c u?" she sae" i oso there!!!!" -____- only gt 2 exits ma where got possible i cant c her? yuan lai im at the wrong mrt station..... blur me! we went to orchard shopping 4 alex's present............. orchard so many ppl.... we met xia ping n michelle @ heeren.. we walked together 4 awhile den later went separate wayz cuz we going diff places.. after we found a suitable present den we left orchard le.. so many ppl there cant stand it.... haha.. we went bishan instead.. dunno y zy wan go there oso. den we saw zhi hao in the mrt.... lols. den later at j8 saw diana,sayhoon n shin theng... walked walked 4 awhile until i haf to go.. pei-ed my dear go c doc at polyclinic.. he hurt his ankle while playing soccer but he nv go c doc.. nw swollen le so he took half dae off work to go c doc... anyway he tmr still mus go back 4 an x-ray..... hope nth wrong n faster recover or else we cant go out on christmas lolx. =p

2004-12-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

oh ya i 4got to sae.. yesterdae i watched crime watch.. the 2 robbers tat robbed my dear r featured... serves them rite.. dare 2 rob my dear!! they must be in jail for 10 yrs n get 24 rotans on their ass. hope they clean their asses n get ready to go jail n get whacked 24 times on their bloody ass!!!

2004-12-18T14:36:00.000+08:00

so long din update le.. i n him can sae 0k 0k liao... but still nt very gd.... =/ we jus celebrate our 15mths tw0 daes ag0... haiz.. dun sae le. anyway yesterdae i went to mei ping's house.. had lotz of fun hahhaa... we met up n went to hougang mall 2 have our lunch.. ate mac, tried the grilled chicken foldover thing.. its quite nice.. den yi bian eat yi bian chat.. so long din have a gd chat... haha.. den later we went shopping around hougang mall 4 awhile.. we bought some rubber bands 4 nx yr tie hair de.. looks sweet. lol. den after tat went her house le.. used the com.. went online... den later we started our madness.. i brought my digital camera along ma.. den we started taking photos of ourselves.. zi lian kuang.... hahaha... we took ALOT. tried all kind of poses possible.. think we can do dis the whole dae.. hahaha.. den went ard the house posing... lol. after tat i saw the guitar on the sofa n i asked her 2 play 4 me... the sound come out v nice.. den after tat when itz finally time to leave, she's v sweet,pei me walk to the interchange n pei me waited 4 the bus.. lolx. okok i post the pics u all c 4 urself ba haha....

2004-12-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

feeling abit down.. had a huge quarrel wif him. feel so frustrated tat i change my hp, frenster pics everything 2 myself n not us. argh.. y alwayz quarrel over the same thing... dis sux. mayb itz my own fault 4 feeling so insecure.... but he oso gt his own fault wad...... always so.. aiya duno how 2 sae la.... refused 2 tok 2 him frm yesterdae till nw... mayb over time,he started not to cherish me as much as b4... ever since he started working in cineleisure.... we quarreled alot. i jus cant help getting so jealous whenever his female colleagues call him n chat or msg him to tok.. i oso get suspicious whenever he's supposed 2 finish work at 10 but he onli reach home around 12..... he's alwayz like dis.. i noe i shud have trust in him... but mayb it is becuz of my past experiences tat i dun trust guys...... they r forever greedy,one gf 4 them is not enuff.. no matter how pretty their gf is or how gd the ger is 2 them they will nv appreciate it. or mayb i watch 2 much tv. their bf never stayed faithful 2 them. alwayz giving excuses.....!!!!! i'm the type of ger hu is v sensitive n v easily jealous... i hate myself 4 being like dis. i noe it's irritating 2 be overly suspicious but i cant help it. i noe tat no matter how much u control him,if he really wan to be unfaithful 2 u, u cant stop him becuz his heart is already not wif u. i wonder if he is liddat..... haiz.. we've been together 4 a period of time surely he understands how i feel? sometimes he's jus so dumb n i feel like killing him.... forgiven him many times n did not pursue the matter wif him as i still cherish our relationship..... but he alwayz liddat.. haiz.... wad m i supposed to do now? stop him from working there?? that will b too unreasonable......ahhhhhh....... fan si ren le....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-13T19:36:00.000+08:00

she's sooooo cute.

2004-12-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

me & my baby melissa..

2004-12-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

happy family!! lolz..

2004-12-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

haiz so sian.. im so sian tat i changed my blogskin.. i think dis one looks nicer.. lurve dis skin.. ;) heez.. gonna post some pics 4 fun.. well.. enjoy lookin at them. =p

2004-12-13T01:25:00.000+08:00

yoooooooooooo....... haha again so long den blog.. din haf a chance to... so much have happened. my bro passed his driving test n got his license finally. LOL. he drove us ard todae... felt kinda scared.... =x anyway his driving is ok la but still cant be compared to my father. haha. but i think he will improve.... he made my ah ma n ah gong so happy.. they dote on him the most cuz he is the eldest grandson. -_____- not fair. haha.. anyway went out to shopping ytd.. dear's off dae ma.. bought quite alot of things.. alot $$ gone too. =/ i bought him his christmas present le... he wanted a nike soccer boots as his old 1 was wearing off. so i bought him lor. haha but i haf to eat wind 4 quite a long time. $200 leh.. i nv spent dis much on a person b4. lol..... i think itz worth it cuz he's really dear to me... =) so qiao is tat last yr christmas we oso went to suntec n he bought his boots there oso... dis yr ard christmas we buy here again.. dis yr will b my 2nd yr spending christmas wif him le.. v happy. cant wait. lurve christmas. n i made a date wif mei ping to go out wif her to exchange christmas presentz.. so long din go out wif her le every since we went diff claz in sec 3.. =( anyway mus faster go buy christmas present le... no time le!! haiz my sis asked me if i wan a bbq in east coast 4 my bdae.. shud i shud i nt...... dunno. =/ hu wan go msg me la hahha.... go liao gt time den blog.. byeeeeeeeee.......

2004-12-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

hai.... sian. the last time i blogged i was sick.. den din blog 4 v long.. i tot it will b ok liao.. it worsened until i fainted in the toilet so no choice go c doc lor.. dunno wad kind of doc he is leh.. jus look look c c ask ask den fin liao.. stupid. so i jus ate the damn medicine he gave me.. no improvement 1.. wad kind of lan doctor is dis... SUAY .........!

2004-11-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so long din blog le.. was kind of busy these few daez.. went out to have fun... n fell sick. -_- vomitted in suntec tat dae.. so paiseh.. lucky dear gt plastic bag with him at tat time or else i wud haf vomitted on him. lol..... dunno why will vomit.. stomach felt super uncomfortable..... vomit liao felt better.. after tat went Marche eat dinner wif dear n his frenz.. den sat down n chit chat b4 goin home.. dear's fren bought ipod mini tat dae.... so envy.. i oso wan! but nvm la since i haf a ipod alreadi.. but the mini one is cute. lol... den next dae went to watch shutter.. wanted to watch saw de but cannot.... sian. itz a nice movie.. really scary.. din dare to watch some of the scenes but die die force myself c .. lol.. haiz.. christmas coming.... thinking of wad kind of presents to buy 4 my frens n dear.. wad will they like.... i oso dunno. haha... went shopping n saw dis nokia thing 4 my phone.. is like a hp cover but dunno y they mus call until so chim .. itz called a style pack.. lol.... very nice n sweet.. but the price oso v "nice".... nearly $70.. so sad din get to buy it.. nvm la when i save enuff money i will.. haha.. den i oso saw dis couple ring soooooooo nice... the price oso extra niceeeee...... nearly $1000... i'm dreaming..... lol. saw dis ring b4 in the magazines n newspaper.. it has a magnetic thing in them.. but i like the design most.. gorgeous. *drooling* ahhh... 4get it. hope santa claus buy 4 me. lol.... christmas is coming........... i love it..........................................................

2004-11-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.. 2dae went out wif dear.. juz came hm feeling v tired. =/ 2dae wanted 2 wake up early so as to have breakfast... at last both of us cant even wake up. end up have 2 eat lunch... we ate le den we went bowling.. dunno y dear suddenly wanna go so jus go lor.. i damn long nv touch bowling liao.. the last time i played was when i was p6.. totally 4get hw 2 play liao.... haha.. 2dae play keep going into the "drain"... den tat idiot low kaihoe alwayz strike.. haha... after tat play finish bowling le wanted to play pool.. but den later decided not to.. heez. felt tired so went to dear's hse n rest.. played wif melissa n sebs.. so cute both of them.. =p went 4 dinner afterwards.. blah blah blah.. lazy write le.. c photos ba. =)

2004-11-26T21:41:00.001+08:00

act cute but failed.

2004-11-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

takin some pictures to end the dae..

2004-11-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

lookin at the results~~

2004-11-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

my pose sux.

2004-11-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

me holding the ball. hahhaha...

2004-11-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

wah pose so nice... lol.

2004-11-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

choosing the right ball..

2004-11-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

yo... din do much 2dae... din go out oso.. stayed at home n play wif my new ph0ne.. i changed my phone to 7610.. like it so much.. very style.. =D

2004-11-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

ahhh jus wake up... wanted to go out but itz raining...... stupid rain..... spoil my planz... yesterdae nite went out.. met dear n his frenx.. they wanna go reds cut hair.. den i at there do treatment 4 my hair cuz itz getting very dry at the ends.... dear cut ok liao faster den me so i ask him go down with his frenx to walk walk while waiting 4 me.. at last they went arcade. =/ by the time i do finish alreadi 9 smth liao.. den we all head to toa payoh my house downstairs de hawker to haf a big feast... we ate at the bbq fish stall again.. lol.. damn nice.. more ppl eat can call more things to eat ma.. we call $10 de stingray, $5 de kang kong,eggs n sotong... wanted to call crayfish but damn ex.. we all eat finish liao den the guyz nt full.. so they called 20 sticks of satay.... they call ma so i jus eat.... haiz if i get fatter im going to kill dear....!! after tat still wanted to call $15 claypot rice... hahhaha..... den we eat finish le so full so jus sit there n chit chat.. talked until 11 smth going to 12 den go home.. they scared last train run away ma hahha.. den their train nv run but dear's train run away.. so suay.. lol.. den he took bus home.. den i reach hm only i go watch san guo yan yi.. think i addicted to tat show.. itz quite nice actually.... hahhaa.. ok end here.. hope rain stops soon... byeeeeeeeeeeee....

2004-11-18T15:21:00.000+08:00

14 mth~~~~

2004-11-18T15:20:00.000+08:00

dear peeling prawns 4 me 2 eat..